Well, hvn been blogging for quite long.. not that i lost interst or giving it up.. just dunno wat to blog when i'm feeling down n lousy... Hmm.. .but i'm glad it's over already... ha.. actually it had been over long ago... but just dunno wat to write abt it so din blog til now...

Hmmm... all i can say is that it takes a long time to build up trust.. but it oni took seconds to break it... hmmm... I also din know that to some that i am one who's or shld i say controlling lives of others.. keke.. was really shocked n hurt when i realised abt it.. cos nv in my 23 yrd of living i experience such things...

pple dun like me cos i'm too straight forward--> yes..
pple dun like me cos i'm stubborn--> yes...
pple dun like me cos i like to say i'm cute--> yes...

But nv... Nv in my life i'm been made to be such a cannot make it person in my whole life... but i guess it takes time for pple to get to know each other... not to say know each other well.. Hmmm.. but i'm really glad that when all this shity things happens... My dearest baobei stood by me n protected me eventhough he himself dun feel good abt e whole thingy... Baobei, tks... u were really great... I really appreciate all that u've done... I hope it din strain the frenship u hv with them.. cos i nv want that to happen... I love u.. i daren't say that i love u more than they do.. cos to me, 8 mth and 10 yrs.. e difference is really great... But i can assure u., my dearest baobei, i will do my very best to love and get to know u even more in e coming days, mths n years... Ke yi ma??

Hmmm.. next is work liao.. work still e same.. but recently very busy... work morning shift hv to stay til 4 or 5pm... so sad.. hmmm.. n thr running too.. ippt coming again.. my devilish training is going to begin... haiz.. dunno how i will fare.. hopefully can make it ba...

Hmmm.. ok, next bloggy will be abt Christmas... Christmas n Christmas.. stay tuned...